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Out This Fell

by Stephanie Hatfield

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1.
Away Gently 05:05
He went away gently. You went away loud Boasting of new love to hide all your proud You climbed up a mountain to see farther out Not seeing inside him was what filled you with doubt You said, “Don’t go away mad” Would he release you from the sadness? He left just the way that you said Now you’re the one lamenting what you had And lost And lost In dreams you’ll consume him as if he’s still there Staking a claim in what never compares In duties of daylight you’ll think he’s long gone In a life lived before you by another someone You said, “Don’t go away mad” Would he release you from the sadness? He left just the way that you said Now you’re the one lamenting what you had And lost And lost It was never the days that filled you like lead Rather the nights when you wished you still fed On a mouth made of promise and skin of sweet salt Why you still want him was never his fault You said, “Don’t go away mad” Would he release you from the sadness? He left just the way that you said Now you’re the one lamenting what you had And lost And lost
2.
Rain soaked leaves don’t hide me from him Thrusting my life into the winds of my whim Somehow the only real silence I’ll find Is in the middle of the madness of my mind You said it Eyes will betray You said it I wanted to say I wrote a song about the moment you took Over desire under the scars where you would look Your whisper carries from the grasses to the sea Reaching an ember still wanting to be seen You said it Eyes will betray You said it I wanted to say You said it We’d never go away You said it We’d last a day or decades Late summer always finds me out with time Waiting for you to leave Leave my mind Leave my mind Leave my mind
3.
How am I to tell the story of my life without her to lace it? Time quiets down and events, they spread out like suitcases Plucked from a baggage claim and set in order of my paces Clearly lacking the colorful chaos she embraces Gone, gone, gone are the times that we Tore the words from each others mouth Lit inside like the charges from An electrical storm twisting to the ground We were bound We once spent a summer listening to the slow hot breath of the sea Holding me to her as a slave, a mentor and devotee Everything that she was would in time be revealed in me My lover, my dream she took for her own to be Gone, gone, gone are the times that we Tore the words from each others mouth Lit inside like the charges from An electrical storm twisting to the ground We were bound Ah, Ah, Ah, Ah Gone, gone, gone are the times that we Tore the words from each others mouth Lit inside like the charges from An electrical storm twisting to the ground We were bound Gone, gone, gone are the times that we Tore the words from each others mouth Lit inside like the charges from An electrical storm twisting to the ground We were bound
4.
Close your eyes, tell me what you see This I want to know, not reality What you smell and what you breathe Close your eyes, tell me what you see Pull me in, leave me be, I can’t feel a thing Rain falls, sky’s dark, wind quit howling I hear you now, I heard you then Be it still, be it cold, deliver me an end The sky opened up and out this fell I know this feeling all too well Fractured into pieces too small to retrieve What is left is what I’ll believe Chorus I called into the mountains Twilight called back Leaned into the stillness Blackness crossed my path, my path You were once a child rambling through those woods No one had yet said what couldn’t or could Coyote, hare, nothing’s bad or good Close your eyes and find me a place in those woods Chorus Deliver me an end Deliver me an end Deliver me an end
5.
Not Her 03:23
Raised in a city torn down by its pride Glowing in shadows of bones in the sky Veins full of wanderlust fell away in time When everyone else would bleed the city dry Chorus Not her, she stayed When everyone last one would go away Not her, she cried Every last time she said goodbye Towering hopes now blow out broken windows Vines twist in cracks splitting bricks with the snows Crime’s a patina that mutes all that glowed City smeared with a forgetting that most will never know Chorus Not her, she sees What every last one would choose to leave Not her, she still cries For every last time she said goodbye Depth and perseverance A beauty rarely seen Pockets of resurgence This city laid claim to me To me, to me, to me
6.
You know I’ll be ok he said over The telephone the night he left her Must be something in the way I’m getting older Cause everything is just a little bit colder He just can’t seem to cry when he’s alone Keeps himself distracted working on their home To cover up the memory of her moans Just before she went and left him on his own Chorus This cannot be made better This sorrow should stay Sink deep inside my bones So that she’ll never go away Never go away So he drives home, turns off the car He walks inside, he won’t get very far Surrounded by her things, he stares into the night That is his first without his wife Now he walks instead of riding to the lake Just a little more he does for his own sake The moment’s coming when he knows he’s going to break But he’ll just lean in hard and see what he can take Chorus 2x
7.
Lucy 04:01
Lucy I had a wonderful dream You’d come back here to sing just for me I could tell in your voice You’d still be here if given the choice Given the choice Chorus Oh Lucy how I miss the voice that called my name Always laced with your southern twang So much love came through all of your pain, held like a shield Never could find an easier way Lucy I remember how you saved A little each week from your groceries to pay For a single strand of pearls Luxury small you claimed from this big world From a big world Chorus Oh Lucy how I miss the voice that called my name Always laced with your southern twang So much love came through all of your pain, held like a shield Never could find an easier way Lucy your blue eyes told a story Somehow twisted and tangled with mine Now I see what you always knew Dreams that were withered and spent like the dew Spent like the dew Chorus Oh Lucy how I miss the voice that called my name Always laced with your southern twang So much love came through all of your pain, held like a shield Never could find an easier way 2x
8.
Warm winter days we went to rocky hillsides In the sun we’d lay claim to what we couldn’t hide I miss the trees stripped down to bark and limb Rustling bed of leaves rising up to meet our bare skin Chorus How the river still runs How we bask in the sun Skipping rocks just for fun Finding more than what we’ve run from Hiding love in the dark of a sweet song You were brave enough to be vulnerable to me Falling into love like water grows the cracks deep Spread beneath a sky of more than I could ever see Clinging to you like spring comes through a winter breeze Chorus How the river still runs How we bask in the sun Skipping rocks just for fun Finding more than what we’ve run from Hiding love in the dark of a sweet song 2x
9.
Michigan 05:29
Clouds move over Pontiac skies Their silent thunder matches mine And I know this feeling from a long time ago I wondered was it gone but now I know So when he calls don’t send him my way When it hurts you know it’s the right thing Chorus Michigan’s in the rearview now Keep your hands where I can see ‘em You took the words right outta my mouth When you knew that I would need ‘em What am I supposed to do now Without you, without you It’s unannounced like you’d expect it I’m on broke down break lines and Motown records And all that’s left is a blind reflection You know what’s coming now and you regret So when he calls don’t send him my way When it hurts the most it’s the right thing Chorus Michigan’s in the rearview now Keep your hands where I can see ‘em You took the words right outta my mouth When you knew that I would need ‘em What am I supposed to do now Without you, without you 2x
10.
I was ready, I was already yours Even before I had ever laid eyes on We didn’t, we didn’t have to learn How to love, how to make each other burn Chorus I was yours You were mine Till the end of time I was yours You were mine Till the end, till the end of time Days swim by, swim by like sweetness does Never doubt what wasn’t made but simply was You were never, not even gone when you died Cause I still see life the way you loved and tried Chorus I was yours You were mine Till the end of time I was yours You were mine Till the end, end, end, end of time Chorus I was yours You were mine Till the end of time I was yours You were mine Till the end, end, end, end of time

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released January 25, 2020

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Stephanie Hatfield Santa Fe, New Mexico

Although originally from the Detroit area, this eclectic singer hails from a Kentucky hillbilly heritage with a rich poetic history. Her music embodies the emotional release of having your heart ripped apart and lovingly put back together again, but it’s the raw power of Hatfield’s expansive voice that makes her the perfect soundtrack for an adrenaline junkie who craves the rush. ... more

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